TO ANYONE WHO’LL LISTEN
Old Doc said, “Come on in,” his home a bus
on blocks above a filthy creek. His flour
and meal in Folgers cans, which kept them dry,
he bragged. His bed: a couch. Cracked panes. Wood stove.
To anyone who listened he sang Hank.
He held his pick like a coin he’d lost, then found.
“To die in a Cadillac,” he said, “would be
just fine,” then asked if I could buy him booze.
I know: I have betrayed him telling this.
Perhaps his story’s used to bolster mine.
Old Doc, you’re right: my heart has told on me.
I’ve turned our past into a myth that works.
You took me in your arms, breathed whiskey, wept,
said, “Don’t forget me.” But I had to. And can’t.